They said the blood test was negative.
Funny how painful that was to hear. Now I am scared to find out why I am having all these symptoms. Am I merely hysterical?
I really really want to crawl into bed and cry until next year.
I know we still have time, but everyone was so sure this time. Even the stupid pendulum and runes said yes.
I can’t imagine how Mike is feeling right now. He was so hopeful. I feel like I am letting him down. The fault must lie with me.
Don’t know how to do a mood image, but if I did know how, I doubt they would have one to fit this mood.
Where are you going with your spirituality.
This question was posed on a list I am on. Rather than tell me where you came from, tell me where you are going.
And how can I do that? I can say that I see my future in my students. I see in them the witch I want to be. I see in my writings the formation of a book that others say they want to read as well.
But where am I going with my spirituality?
Hell, I don’t think I know.
Do I need to?
So last night was fun. I woke M up to play. WHEE. Continue reading “Hmmm”
NOTE FROM ARWEN 5/21/2011: The second line of this post CRACKED me up. It is painful to revisit these posts on one level and on another I feel like I am observing a completely different me. These are from my crazy years. Continue reading “Beginning”