I am responsible for this. Somehow no one feels that they can talk to me. No one has even tried to talk to me. Some have talked at me. It is over. Maybe Continue reading “Where must it stop?”
After being held in the arms of the man I love, the day seems Continue reading “Better”
Tonight was not good. In fact, it sucked with teeth. Our little freaking airing out session turned into Continue reading “F*M*RUNNING!”
just what the fuck it means to be alive? Continue reading “You ever wonder”
Things are better. It all came to a head on Saturday morning and Continue reading “Better”
Well fuck me running. I clicked on the “not simple” page and LOST everything I had just typed. That bites. Continue reading “Whining”
They said the blood test was negative.
Funny how painful that was to hear. Now I am scared to find out why I am having all these symptoms. Am I merely hysterical?
I really really want to crawl into bed and cry until next year.
I know we still have time, but everyone was so sure this time. Even the stupid pendulum and runes said yes.
I can’t imagine how Mike is feeling right now. He was so hopeful. I feel like I am letting him down. The fault must lie with me.
Don’t know how to do a mood image, but if I did know how, I doubt they would have one to fit this mood.
Where are you going with your spirituality.
This question was posed on a list I am on. Rather than tell me where you came from, tell me where you are going.
And how can I do that? I can say that I see my future in my students. I see in them the witch I want to be. I see in my writings the formation of a book that others say they want to read as well.
But where am I going with my spirituality?
Hell, I don’t think I know.
Do I need to?
So last night was fun. I woke M up to play. WHEE. Continue reading “Hmmm”
NOTE FROM ARWEN 5/21/2011: The second line of this post CRACKED me up. It is painful to revisit these posts on one level and on another I feel like I am observing a completely different me. These are from my crazy years. Continue reading “Beginning”